Expect Miracles

When you come from a place where you already see and experience miracles frequently, you begin to expect them, and they don’t disappoint. Last I heard, the man I met in Sedona 7 weeks and 5 days ago was on life support. Here I was on another coast, with no idea how to learn anything more about his condition. No one knew about the mystery woman he’d been talking to day in and day out for the last two months.

I remembered the first names of the people he was staying with in the Boston area. I knew he was staying at a lake house; he’d sent pictures. Desperate for answers, I tried a public record search with first names only. Astonishingly, a lakefront house with the names of his two friends appeared before my eyes immediately. It actually showed the parcel and the waterfront on the record. I’ve done public record searches before, and believe me, they are not this easy. I was confident I found the place.

I googled the full name once I found it, and wha-la, there was an email address and a phone number. I couldn’t believe it. Now what?

I sent an email hoping it was the right person and explained my plight.

The following day when I opened my email, I saw he responded. The man of my dreams left this world on July 6th at 10:30 in the morning. Moments after I spoke with his daughter learning he was on life support.

So much went through my head. How and why could I feel so much for someone I’d only seen for maybe two hours, and we never even shook hands. What I realized over time was that I had never been in a relationship at this vibrational level. I have been living from spirit for a few years, just tending to old familial relationships as needed. When I had feelings of ultimate true love at this level, it cracked my heart space wide open. I felt energy soaring through me and to him throughout our relationship. I was actively sending love and healing energy as I knew it could save him, but only if he could be saved.

I wondered how such a beautiful soul could be removed from this planet. He never once came from ego. He was a spirit that loved the land and the people. He lived with Native Americans for many years. He became deeply connected to the planet and the people from his soul. Everything about him was love always doing for others. He was a gift.

I found myself profoundly mourning his loss. Everything in the future had him in it. I saw visions of us clearly together as I moved forward, publishing my book and touring. How could he be gone? He was there with me.

And then more miracles happened.

I was on a Zoom call with about twenty people. One of the women on the call caught my attention. Everything she said was so far out there that most humans would gasp if they heard any of her stories. I felt an immediate connection. After the call, I reached out, and we scheduled a call. I shared the whole story with her. She offered to do a Soul Retrieval. She had no idea if it would work or not, but of course, any way to hear from my man, I was in.

When she finished, she sent a note that we needed to talk. She heard from him.

Apparently, he came through with so much energy, she felt dizzy. When she shared the messages with me later, she realized the energy was crazy because he really needed to get in touch with me. He’d been waiting for her to reach out to him.

He told her that I was with him, holding his hand as he passed; I had no idea how much I needed to hear this. She deeply felt his pain and sadness for not being able to thank me or say goodbye. He was ready to run away with me, and he has much love for me. He loves that he sees me as happy but tells me it’s okay to cry.

He said he went to heaven and saw loved ones who crossed before, then asked if he could come back to say goodbye and check up on me. He holds my hand when I sleep, and he is with me often. I know it. I can feel it. When he is near, I feel my heart well up with beautiful energy, and it opens my soul.

He is going to help me write my book. I’m to pick up a pen, and from writing, his knowledge and connection to the divine and “heaven” and all that he knows will help me. He wants to be my partner in this way, and it is also his destiny. He had to meet me before he died. This was the last thing he had to do.

He said he had much more to say and pleaded that she come back in a few days. Obviously, I want her to do this as soon as possible! I want to know anything he can share with me.

Once I heard what he had to say, everything in my universe shifted. Here I was presented with a day seeing what life would look like full time with him, and it was beautiful. Then I was shown a day with him nowhere to be seen, but I was happy and quite successful. That scene looked great, but without him, I didn’t care if it happened. Knowing how it felt to have him in my life, I liked that version so much better.

Now, I know better. I was shown that scene because I will have my book out, and I will be traveling the world speaking. The fact that I didn’t see him in the scene made it feel so empty. Now I know he is with me, and he always will be. He will always come through in everything I write. I am so blessed.

Expect miracles. They do happen.

A day after I heard what he had to say to me, I was guided to open an email he sent me on May 18th, just five days after we met. We just can’t make this stuff up.

What if I were heaven?
And took upon me that responsibility.
For someone else, or myself.
Then instead of looking outside of me, I would look within and ask, “What if I’m your heaven?”
And if someone else does the same for me, then “You are my heaven” will have meaning.
What if until I ask myself these questions, heaven does not exist?
But once I do, it does.
What if heaven is not the absence of struggle, but the willingness to try?
That is some heart, when we do not turn away.
Or leave untended, that which matters.
A heart, like yours

Cari Palmer Bio:

If I hadn’t lived the many phases of my life, I wouldn’t believe it could all happen in one lifetime. All I imagined after giving up my victim card was being a writer/speaker for Hay House. I was the queen of self-help and I was ready to change lives. Fast forward a decade or two and now, after re-membering who we are and why we are here, self-help was a lifetime ago.

Following my guidance has brought me to a place I couldn’t ever imagine! I have mastered living in the present moment. I have become a Zen-like creature. Once you feel this good in every moment, you can never go back. When you realize we create our own reality, why would we make any part of this thing we call life miserable?

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