Spiritual Adventures: Past Life Echoes Around Motherhood

Adventure. Noun – An unusual, exciting or dangerous experience, journey or series of events.

Spiritual. Adjective – Relating to or affecting the human spirit or soul as opposed to material or physical things.

Hi.

My name is Melanie.

I often see myself as a walker between worlds.

The world of the spiritual being as real to me as the world of the physical. It is a world in which I often experience amazing and interesting things. A world, which these days I almost see as my office, and where I spend most of my nights too, dreaming and learning.

I do Akashic readings and healings for people, so accessing and working in these realms is my actual job. It is also a privilege and something I seem to have a unique knack for.

In these Spiritual Adventures blogs, I aim to share some stories about some of my experiences (personal and with clients, who will remain anonymous), that might expand your consciousness, open you up to potential awareness or knowledge about how these dimensions work and how they affect almost everything in our physical world.

Ready? Then let’s start exploring.

My clients usually bring a list of questions they want to ask during a reading and sometimes the most interesting ones, the ones that are the most important for their soul healing, come tacked on as an afterthought.

This was the case with Sheila (not her real name). We were about three quarters through the reading when she asked about her soul relationship with an ex-boyfriend. She didn’t specify the issues but gave me his name, so I asked.

My guides often start their answers with pictures, which can either be weird and symbolic or scenes from an actual past life.

In this case I clearly saw a life in which Sheila was happily married to this man, who was at that stage a king of some old kingdom. I could see them riding together on horseback, in love, with all well in their world.

But as queen, she became pregnant and the baby boy that was born (the supposed future king) was handicapped.

Her husband, the king could not emotionally accept this. She loved the baby wholeheartedly, but he couldn’t. They grew further and further apart and eventually their inability to resolve the feelings around this event led to the utter collapse of their marriage. She ended up living alone, in poverty, looking after her son until the end of her days.

My client started sobbing uncontrollably as I was describing this and when she could talk again, she told me that her relationship with this ex-boyfriend had been very happy, until she actually became pregnant.

She had an overwhelming intuition or feeling that the baby wouldn’t be normal and would be handicapped in some way. She couldn’t explain it, she just knew it.

Eventually, after a harrowing process she had decided to have an abortion.

Her boyfriend was never able to forgive her for this and blamed her bitterly for killing their baby, she told me.

They broke up and he died several years later at his own hand. She later became involved in helping handicapped children and still is.

Shew. Deep breath.

The healing work we did was related to her feelings of guilt and shame around this event.

She also released a lot of her soul anger towards him for leaving her, which she realised was the outcome whichever difficult choice she made.

It was also very healing for her to understand that the relationship with her boyfriend which had played out in this life, was an echo of a previous lifetime.

Knowing that her soul in this life wanted to explore making a different choice, hoping to heal the relationship between them, released a lot of the burden she had been carrying.

In the end it almost always comes down to forgiveness.

Forgiveness of self, forgiveness of others. Compassion for self, compassion for others.

It reminds me of another client, who I’ll call Nathalie, who had developed breast cancer and wanted to explore the energetics behind this.

In her case the guides showed me an event with her son in a previous life with a Middle ages-feel, where she dropped him in the fire by accident while cooking some sort of a stew over an open fireplace, leaving her feeling a lot of guilt and shame towards him, seeing herself as a ‘bad mother’.

Interestingly, she then shared with me that in this lifetime she had a son with severe psychological issues, and a hard relationship with him had left her feeling guilty for being unable to love him as she felt a mother should. He later had committed suicide.

My advice to her was that she needed to work intensively with these feelings and issues around motherhood and her son, conjunct with whatever physical remedies she was exploring with regards to her cancer.

Unless she could release some of this guilt, shame and anger, forgive herself and him, physical treatments of her cancer would possibly be ineffective.

Only if we can align the spiritual and physical worlds can we achieve the highest possible outcomes.

I will leave you with this thought: The stuff that you are so hard on yourself about, that you blame yourself for, that you feel deeply guilty and ashamed about, might very well not be the whole story. The chances are astronomical that it isn’t, in fact.

So why don’t you go ahead and practise some selflove, compassion and forgiveness anyway, even without knowing the full story and all the energy patterns, soul contracts, karma and dimensional aspects involved in your situation?

If there is one thing that I have learned along this path is that we are all carrying huge amounts of heavy stuff and self-blame that we should let go of and that some of the difficult events in your life have other explanations beyond just you being a “bad person”.

You are not.

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Melanie Britz is an author, mystic, specialist Akashic records reader and healer. Her passion is helping people achieve their highest potential so they can live their best lives now.

She is currently developing a new Oracle card deck (The Energy of Abundance oracle) which is linked to energy activations tapping into power places on earth where there are powerful leylines, sacred places and energy vortexes to help heal and shift our blocks towards abundance in all forms and aspects.

Her website is www.melaniebritz.com